As-salami alaykum brothers and sisters of Islam,
 

I'm Khadija, and I want to share my story. I was diagnosed with Type 1 Diabetes when I was just four years old. This has made my life really hard, and I often feel alone. I thought marrying my first cousin would help, but it actually made things worse. He made big financial decisions without asking me, like buying three expensive homes. I ended up with over $65,000 in debt and have to pay $1,500 every month just in interest.

Now, as I approach 31, I want a healthy marriage and family, but my debt is making it tough to find a partner. I really need help to pay off a portion of this debt so that I can stop paying a huge amount of interest monthly and so I can move on and have children soon, especially since my health makes it harder as time goes on. Your support would mean a lot to me right now. May Allah reward your kindness.

When I was young, having diabetes meant I had to deal with insulin shots and checking my blood sugar all the time. I often felt different from my friends, and simple things like birthday cakes made me anxious instead of happy.

At 18, I married my cousin, hoping for a loving and stable life. Unfortunately, it became a time of emotional and financial pain. My husband made false promises and got us into bad investments, leaving me with a lot of debt and stress. He also caused me to drift away from my faith and pressured me into bad choices.

The emotional effects have been just as hard. I faced abuse and found out he was unfaithful, which broke my trust and made me feel really bad about myself.

Now that I’m working on getting a divorce, I’m hoping for a fresh start. I want a partner who will help me grow in my faith and rebuild my life. I also want to get rid of my debt and the stress of those monthly payments.

I’m asking my muslim community for support during this difficult time. Any help, no matter how small to pay off some of the debt under my name to reduce interest payments charged by the bank, my total debt it $65,000 , my muslim brothers and sisters my goal is to get help with $35,000 but this would be all based on Allahs plan for me. Inshallah this would be very helpful and help me from drowning in financial burden, working full time with little pay and paying rent however this will give me hope that I can continue working hard too move on and have children and not upset Allah by contributing to interest payments. I pray that Allah rewards your kindness. Jazakallah May Allah bless you in the douniya and Akhirah. 

Wa alaykum s-Salam